Current: * Outfit: My PJs haha * Hairstyle: In a ponytail * Jewelery: No * Nail color: Green
* Cut yourself: No * Lick yourself: Yes? * Whine a lot: Sometimes * Hate a lot of people: No * Have too many friends: No * Want to die: No * Do drugs: Of course NO * Wear dark colors: Yes * Dye your hair: I’ve never dyed it.
Have you ever: * Kissed someone: Yes * Gotten drunk: No * Worn rainbow: No * Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Yes * Left the country: Of course! * Had a party with over 30 people: Yes * Taken nude pictures: No * Stolen something: No * Caught something on fire: Yes * Cheated on someone: Yes :-S * Asked someone out: Yes * Had a dream, then the next day it happens: Yes
Last person: * You touched: My mom * You talked to: Mommy and daddy * You hugged: My trainer Ani * You instant messaged: Nabila
Are you: * Understanding: Yes * Open-minded: Yes * Arrogant: A bit * Insecure: A bit * Interesting: Yes? * Hungry: I just had dinner * Smart: Yup * Moody: Yes * Childish: Unfortunately yes * Independent: Yes * Hard working: Sometimes * Healthy: Yes * Emotional: Yes * Shy: A bit * Difficult: No * Attractive: Of course I guess haha * Bored easily: Yes * Thirsty: No * Obsessed: No * Angry: No * Sad: No * Happy: Yes * Trusting: Yes * Ill: No * Talkative: Sometimes, when I’m in a good mood * Ignored: No * Reliable: Yes * Self-disciplined: LOL maybe * Sleepy: Yes * Lonely: A bit
Favorites: * What is your favorite band?: I don’t have one * Colour(s)?: Green, blue, black and purple * Soda?: I don’t like soda * Music?: I listen to everything. * Stores in the mall?: Too many.. * Ice cream?: I don’t eat ice cream anymore :( * Candy?: I don’t know, i don’t like eating sweets that much * CD?: Too many * Cookies?: Chocolate Chip Cookies * Holiday?: New Years/Christmas * Month?: August
In the last 48 hours: * Cried?: No * Missed someone?: Yes * Yelled at someone?: No * Changed your underwear?: Of course! lol * Drove somewhere?: No * Talked to someone on the phone?: Yes * Been online?: Yes * Smiled?: Yes * Had sex?: No * Kissed someone?: Yes * Hugged someone?: Yes
Life is unfair.You put someone first who puts you second.You study your ass off for a final but still you get a "B".You give 110% in a relationship to someone when they only give you 40%.You're there for your bestfriend at 3am when they needed you the most and the next day,They wont pick up their phone.You care so much for someone who does not care enough about you to say "Hi" even once.You give someone your time and they give you "Sorry.Im busy".It seems like you're giving everyone your everything and they're just walking away and giving you back...NOTHING.
I need an escape, to get away from everyone and everything that I deal with on a daily basis here in Illinois. I want to grab a good friend and drive off to anywhere, but here. Turn off cell phones, laptops, and other electrical devices. In other words, fall off the face of earth for a little while. I want to meet new people and do something crazy. I feel so grounded here.